Part 2
I went back home and and set my mother down as I began to explain believe me I didn't know where to start she asked me why was I crying am pregnant mama I said it became a mess in the house she never give me chance to explain her gore what happened e thwaseni for me to end up being pregnant she hit me with a clothe hanger( wire) all over my face she hit me for about 20 minutes until she realised how she damege my face she then stopped there was so much of my blood all over the house I believe she got angry to an extent that she wanted to kill me
I spent so much money for your crazy training wena wena welo yetsa masepa gao tsena kwa she said.. I couldn't stop crying because she looked hurt as much as she was waiting for the answer of who got me pregnant
Who is the father of the child she asked
Ntate Mashaba he raped me during the process of my training he told me not to tell anybody or I'll go crazy I lied to my mother that I was raped because it was hard for me to tell her that I agree to sleep with ntate Mashaba
(my gobela)she still would not understand even if I told her that he said it was part of my training and everyone has done it before I escape death on her hands I had to protect myself and make ntate Mashaba to pay for what he did to me e thwaseni
A case was opened against him and he was given 15 years in jail before he could be taken he told me that nkase lokele ke sepe (nothing will go well in my life) this is a start gilrlly the is stll more to come he said as he was thrown inside a police van.
I don't know if its God will or its ntate Mashaba 'doing or my ancestors are punishing me last week we had to bury my mother my father and my little brother got in a car accident coming home from church and that's when I remember his last words (nothing will go well in your life💔